Cattle die, and kinsmen die,
And so one dies one's self;
But a noble name will never die,
If good renown one gets.

- The Poetic Edda

Blake's Book

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Comments

Jake Peterson
24 Jan 2007, 12:59
Blake,
I'll miss you brother. I'll keep this page for you so everyone will remember you.

Jillian Nelson
25 Jan 2007, 13:48
Blake,

I am still in shock that you have left us. I will miss you and I know a lot of other people will to. You know to tell you the truth as much as you annoyed the hell outta me from time to time I loved you like a brother. I always wanted to be there for you when you needed a little boost. I hope you know how much you were loved and how many people cared for you, because I sure know I did. I miss you!
Roderick Brown
25 Jan 2007, 14:55
Blake,
You were one of my first friends in Idaho and one of my best friends as a child. Though we may not have remained close through these past few years, I will always remember the memories we shared as trouble-making kids. You were, and always will be loved dearly.
Heather
26 Jan 2007, 08:21
Blake you were a crazy kid and so full of life...I know jake will always tease me about how i told you first...I wish i could have hung out with you a couple more times...I love you and will miss you alot.
Kaysie Bruno
26 Jan 2007, 22:12
Black...It doesn't seem real yet. I keep thinking and hoping that I'm going to see you bound through the door with that wild crazy hair, the sweat pants, and most importantly the big goofy grin. I never thought I would say that I miss all your dumb questions. Now you have the answers. Now you finally know why the sky is blue and why Chicken Noodle soup is soooo good. :) I even miss our knock down drag outs. You and I definitely had some doozies. Like cat and dog. ;) Really I think that we were the only ones that could give each other a run for our money. Both of us too stubborn to give in and let the other win. I wish we could go back...there's so many things I maybe would have done differently. You might be gone now, but I don't think you even realize the impact you will have left on everyone still here. We have nothing but love, fond memories and of course funny stories to remember you by. I hope that now you are finally at peace with yourself. I wish you really knew how much everyone really loved you. You're definitely still very much here. Everywhere. Your presence is strong and every time I see the mountains and streams I will think of you. I hope to see you again someday. I love you.
Vindictive Marie
cayla beth magana
27 Jan 2007, 13:30
hey judd. i dont think i have the words to express the way i am feeling. i still remember the first day i met you and until the day you passed we got to be alot closer. the night you left and went to a better place i left amys and gave you a hug goodbye. i think that was the first hug ive actually given you throughout our whole friendship and it was also the last. i thank god now that we got to have that last hug. i will always remember you blake. from the nights we just sat at your house watching family guy..to our pimp and ho party..to even the night you left. im very fortunate to be one of the last people to see you. and even a couple hours before you passed away. i wish i could rewind time and tell you how much of a good friend you have been there for me. i hope i will see you again someday. love you blake. and will always miss you. cayla...or what you would call me..."miss beth" :)
Cyndi Brown
27 Jan 2007, 13:47
Oh Blake, You and Jake and Jillian and Rod, what a combination. You used to drive me crazy when you would climb out of Rod's upstairs bedroom window and try to get into Jillian's window. How old were you guys then? 10 years old maybe? The four of you became instant best friends, inseperable. Jake just reminded me that I wouldn't let you two spend the night on the same night very often because you guys drove me NUTS... I don't remember that, I mean, I remember that you guys drove me nuts, but I don't remember banning you guys from driving me nuts together. I always remember you guys always being together. I remember teasing and calling you two "shake and bake" because it rhymed with Jake and Blake... Thanks for being part of our family. We will never forget you, see you soon. Love, Cyndi
Chasity Tapp
28 Jan 2007, 13:07
Blake even though we haven't talked in a few years I will miss you a lot, it's just to bad that we didn't keep in touch. We were pretty close growing up and had a lot of fun together. I'll miss you deeply and I'm sure that your in a better place full of life, love, and laughter. Love you Chasity
Darin Sorensen
28 Jan 2007, 19:19
Little Blakey, to many stories, to many laughs, to many questions you ask! The most inquizative kid I have ever met. We shared alot of great hunting and camping trips that will never be the same without you. I wont know what its like when you dont eat and drink all the hiking goods. But I will miss most the exhausting questions about simple life things, but maybe it isnt all so simple after all. And now that your in a much greater place you can pass those questions on to someone that finally knows. If you get some anwers drop by from time to time as I know you will be on each hunting trip with me and Brett, and your legacy will live forever in our hearts. P.S. I will admit there were times you could even out shoot me! Love you little brother
Big D
Laya Bleckwenn
28 Jan 2007, 23:13
Blake,
I only knew you in the time that you lived here in Sandpoint, but I will never forget you and the fun times we had. I'll always remember your public display of nipple, to a dude, for a stupid strand of mardi gras beads, or you trying to push me off the chairlift resulting in one of the greatest panic induced displays of profanity that bunny hill has ever seen! You could also be so sweet, caring, and loving. I'll never forget the way you were with Maggie, getting on the floor and playing with her and probably having more fun that she even was. She's still copying your laugh. You made a lasting impression on everyone, even a 9 month old! Like everyone else who knew you, I will miss you forever. You were one of the good ones! Love you buuudddyyy!
caryn jones
28 Jan 2007, 23:25
dear blake . I do not know where to begin. being loved and to love is the hardest thing.I do know one thing you were loved.Your mom and dad loved you most of all. well and grandpa & grandma's. Jake and Kaysie and even bailey are having a hard time with this , but Im there mom , so I need to be brave for them. The day that jake left with his sister and by the way he did this beautiful memorial out of love for you I cried. I wanted their saftey. I was feeling sorry for myself. My own black lab Moses. was barking , and I went out side to find four wild candian geese right on top of my roof. where they were going i do not know. But I thought to myself its kaysie jake ,blake and bailey.I hope you say Hi to my Grandad . He was Indian, and I sure miss him .Take good care of your mom and Brett Look down once in while on all who loved you they will see you in a sunset or even a flock of geese flying . and do not worry about your dogs . all good dogs go to heaven. caryn l jones
Sydney Young
29 Jan 2007, 15:19
Blake,
I didn't know you very well, although I feel like it after hearing all of your stories from your dad. I had fun with you guys over Christmas break though and I am so glad to have known you. You will always be remembered here.
Bailey Dolan
29 Jan 2007, 19:31
Dear Blake, you were surrounded by loved ones, including me. There were so many great memories. Tears and laughter. You made me cry once, but then you made me laugh right after. We spent a lot of time teasing each other, and even arguing. Now you're gone, and I will miss you until I see you again. Love Bailey.
Brett T. Peterson
29 Jan 2007, 21:02
Blake, Take care son; as I can’t get to you for a while. Don’t worry about me, I’m not human you know.(remember that time in the cold water) I buried your remains on a snowy peak, just as my ancestors did 1000 years ago; to be close to God and look down on your mother. I need you to take care of her, as she needs you more than ever right now. Dad
Casey Vegwert
29 Jan 2007, 22:19
Blake,
I'm sure you captured the hears of many girls through out your lifetime. I was one of them. I'll miss your crazy hair and your beautiful smile, but most of all your free spirit. You had a way about life that always made me jelous. You lived without a care in the world, and most definitly lived life to the fullest. My favorite memory of you will always be riding on that old four wheeler of yours, scared to death! Take care of everybody down here, as we will always miss you. I'm sorry I never got to come visit you in Sandpoint but until I see you again someday I'll miss you all too much. Love you Blake!
Daymen Sorensen
30 Jan 2007, 14:26
Blake,
You are a true mountain man. When it comes to the wild, you have no fear, no complaints, you are simply at home. Now you can wander the mountains and stay amongst the animals that you know so well. I’m thankful for the time we have had together on our various hunting trips. Those memories are a part of me and the stories of “The Gutter” are infamous. Know that your dream to become a Hunting Guide was met as I’ve watched you find game, yield the shot, and dress the kill. A better Guide I couldn’t imagine. Thank you. You are and will always be well remembered. See you over the next ridge. -Daymen
Nova Bleckwenn
30 Jan 2007, 21:46
Blake, From the time I first met you on the "Walk Through" at Litehouse I knew I would like you. I looked forward to seeing your smile, it made me feel good. I enjoyed talking with you, wish we could have talked more. I always told you that you reminded me of my husband when he was younger. Get to know him, you will have fun together. Then you and Brad can look out for all your loved ones down here, "Two heads are better than one". I am so amazed by what I learned of your life, sounds like such a good one. I will miss you so much, but I will see you again. Please smile at me when you see me!
Robby Kessler
31 Jan 2007, 17:02
Blake, I'm not sure what to think about this deal.. I moved to Sandpoint to be with my bestfriend aka huntin' partner. Well I see that God had somewhere better for you to go, so along you went. You need to keep an eye out for your parents judd, they need it... if you get a little extra time on your hands up there.. give me a little boost once in a while too, eh. :) You were my best friend man. I'll miss you until it's my day. Other than that we had some damn good times man, i'll never forget em' take it easy. Love ya... Kessler
Kayla Bergerson
02 Feb 2007, 10:07
Blake,

I don't know what to say about how I feel other than the times that we had were fun. I haven't talked to you in a long time and I wish I would've. Take care of all of us down here. We all miss you and love you very much. See you again some day. I'll always remmeber the times at your house and at Brittany's. I love ya kid.
Mom
07 Feb 2007, 08:34
Honey, I love you and I miss you more than you can ever imagine. I wish we could go back to that night and change everything. I hope you can still hear me when I talk to you. I hope you are safe and not afraid, but with god. I miss you like hell every day. Momma
Brandon
07 Feb 2007, 22:24
Blake! Hey buddy. Well, I know we didn't hang out that much. But I know I'll never forget you. Teachin you how to do the carmel. Hehe. That was fun. And bowling! You're a good bowler homie. And your new $50 car! HAHA! Wish we coulda done more together. I just can't believe you're gone. I didn't believe it at first. No way. But damn. Well, now that I'm almost at tears. Take care up there buddy. Oh, and if you happen to know the winning lottery numbers... HA! Love ya Bro. Keep smilin.
hali bagley
08 Feb 2007, 22:42
hey Blake......
well basically words cant describe how much i miss you... its like a piece of me is gone. i hope you remeber all the fun times we had together.... beacuse i always will. the thing i will miss the most about you is ur smile.... thinking about it still makes me laugh.... have fun in heaven buddy... i will see you when it is my time to go..
<3 you ALWAYS!
Hali
Alisha Koeplin
10 Feb 2007, 14:14
hey blake! you're the best person any one could ever encounter. all of us miss you. i hope you are looking down on all your friends you miss you and love you dearly. take care up there and we will see when we get there. Just wait we'll be there. love you forever and for always ttyl. -AK-
Glade, Lisa and Meg
12 Feb 2007, 15:07
Blake, not sure what to say kid, we've watched you grow up over the years and have enjoyed all the times we all went four wheeling & snowmobiling and stuff. This really sucks but I know your in a really special place, give my baby bro a slug for me, you guys can go after that big bull together, it was nice to chat with you last summer in Sandpoint, I was proud of how well you were doin. I'm really glad we got to spend time with you guys at Christmas. Keep a close eye on your family down here they need you more than you know,all of us friends will help the best we can. Take care kid, and say hi once in awhile.
cayla beth magana
22 Feb 2007, 04:46
hey...im just sittin here wishing you were here and hopefully able to see this..somehow.........its crazy thats its already been a month and im so used to you being here everyday with us. i still havent forgotten you one bit. its hard to move on. but i just hope youre always here with us and it makes me feel better. we all miss you so much blake. i talk about you everyday still or something will always remind us of you and we'll all start laughing and going on and on about you. :) miss you. love ya..magana
Cody Rose..
23 Feb 2007, 22:02
Through out my life I have had many dissappointments, many miserable times, many heart aches and memories of when life used to be fun.. As I get older I realize that some of the funnest times I've had were as a child. The best part of my childhood was my years that I spent in Bellevue, Idaho. I have 2 people to thank gracefully for giving me the memories that kept me happy when my life got hard, and they reminded me how I used to have friends that would stay by my side whether we were in trouble together or not. I dont have that now. Yesterday was another one of the most devastating days I have experienced yet in my life, As Robby informed me that you(Blake) have given up on what so many others have missed out on aswell, and I'm so sorry to hear it bro. I love you with all my heart Blake, Jake, and Robby. You guys were the 3 people that gave me a right mind to be where I'm at right now. Or, atleast, I'd like to say that you guys have, and I thank you for it. If I hadnt had the friendship that we had established at the time we did, maybe things would have been completely different. But I still am very thankful for having the memories of times shared, laughter, sadness, trouble, parties, just hanging out.. and most of all... The amount of fun we all had shared together. Unfortunately, we must go on with our lives if we are able to...

Blake Judd, you will never be forgotten.

Brett, Michelle, Kasey, Jake, I am so very sorry for your loss... And although I am hundreds of miles away, please know that I stand beside you all in rememberance and respect for Blake.

- Cody.
Mom
27 Feb 2007, 10:34
http://www.lakeviewfuneral.com/obits/guestbooks_2007/January/Judd/memorial.htm

Link for Lakeview Site.
Robby Kessler
04 Mar 2007, 10:45
http://videos.phototributes.com/lakeviewfh/Judd_files/Judd.html
Jake Peterson
04 Mar 2007, 22:26
Family & Friends,

Thanks for all the kind thoughts and memories about Blake. I miss him so much already but I know he's somewhere out there with his ancestors, and one day I will be proud to pass and stand with him.

Keep posting links, images, stories, or any other materials you want on the site to info@blakejuddmemorial.org. I'm continuing to update the site so Blake will be remembered every day.

Jake
Mom
21 Mar 2007, 09:47
It's the first day of spring and I wish you were here. I think about you every single day....and miss you...
cayla beth magana
24 Mar 2007, 02:20
miss you blake. i still think about you everyday. i still miss you too. your mom, amy, robby, laya and i had dinner at her new place the other night. it was nice. it really made me miss you alot though. she is doing better. but watch over her k. love ya we all miss you so much
Brandon
29 Mar 2007, 14:04
JUDD. what up homie. just thought i'd stop by and say hi. anyways. i'm bowling tonite. how bout helpin a brother out. lend me a hand :) you can do it. you beat my ass last time we played. i could always use the help. anyways. wish me luck dude. take care bro.
Olivia McCoy
03 Apr 2007, 19:59
Hey cutie! haha I always remember you saying that to me every time I would see you! I miss you a ton and Im sooo glad that I had the chance to get to know you! I still think about you everyday just like everyone else, well love and miss ya bud!
Jake Peterson
06 Apr 2007, 22:30
Everyone,

I added two clips that I once thought were lost forever. You can find them in the "Materials" section. They were recorded in 2003 (my senior year of high school) when Blake and I were being insane as always. One clip "Wilma" may be offensive to some viewers so don't download if you don't want to hear it.

Anyway, I put them up because they're good memories I have of Blake and I wanted to share them with others. It's good to hear his voice!

Take care!
Deborah Moon
23 Apr 2007, 11:49
Dear Blake,
The pain of the loss of you is still strong. Your memory has not faded. Althought my time with you was short, it has had a lasting impact. Coleton and Cheston were drawn to you from the moment they met you. We often talk about your constant smile and your laugh. Cheston will not take your Christmas Stocking down. Brett talks about you everyday with a joy in his voice and a twinkle in his eye. It is so obvious how much Brett loves you and how proud he is to be your father.
There are people who have purchased stars for someone in their lives. I have chosen to dedicate 3 stars for you. They are the stars in ORION"S belt.
ORION was a great hunter of greek mythology. He was also considered the most beautiful hunter. When ever I see ORION in the night sky, I will think of you.
I wish you were here.
Love Deborah
cayla beth magana
08 May 2007, 23:21
hey there buddddy. i really really really miss you....i keep hearin songs that we listened to all the time when we were together...and now i got a ring tone of country boy can survive. :) hehe you would enjoy that. anyway...im in cali now..i had to get away from home for a bit and i wish you could come visit. but im sure youre around anyway...i just miss seein ya. im still thinkin about ya everyday and always will cherish the friendship i got to have with you. love ya blake!!! miss you.
Mom
18 May 2007, 09:22
Honey, it has been 4 months to the day, since I last saw you. I wish we could go back and change it all. I miss you more and more everyday!! I wish you were here, Bug! I want to take back every mean thing I ever said or did. I love you so much. I want I you back here with me. I miss you so horribly every single day
bpederson
29 May 2007, 16:14
Hey Blake,

We have thought about you, your mom and Brett a lot. Whishing you were still here but knowing that in some way you are. I just want to say Jake and Blake will always be the "Flake Brothers" any ways that is how our kids remember you. You where a GREAT kid and we will always miss you always. I often look back on Colton's 1st birthday party pictures and think of you when you where so young. We do miss you!!
ashley prior
14 Jun 2007, 01:43
Blake...you used to sing this song to me all the time and tell me how it is true and what isnt true will come true! but you never broke my heart blake...if anything i broke yours and i want you to know that i am sorry! you were the 1st and the last guy i have ever said i love you too! i dont know if we realy knew what those words meant back then...even though i know you wouldbswear to this day that those feelings you had were all real and those three little words you meant every letter in them! hahaha i miss staying the night at your house in bellevue and making fun of how much gracie rips ass and would smile about it! wow! was that a long time ago! i am sorry if i was ever rude and never could overcome my own issues to still be a good friend to you! i am glad that after a year or so after we broke up that we got to hangout when you were visiting from sandpoint and told me how much you still cared! I still care and always always will! i dont think i knew what love realy was then and i still dont think i do at times...but i will never have the feeling inside of my heart for anybody else but you! i loved your smile...just like everyone else did! i still can see it this very second and it mkes me smile thinking about it! it was a one of a kind smile blake...one hell of a goofy smile that makes you melt and smile right back at you! i miss you...i have been missing you way before you went somwhere where you can be happy and free! when we broke up i couldnt listen to this song because it made me too sad...but the day i got a phone call from my mom telling me what happend i didnt know howw to feel! i just fealt numb! i was like that for the 1st week! fellingless! thean a month later i shed my 1st tear and then they wouldnt just stop coming out! they were not all sad tears blake so take a breather...i also was crying because i was rembering the times we have had and how i wish there were more! than i becamse numb again and had a rough semseter! one day i had a brake down and just everything started flowing out and i was sitting in my car yelling at how i hate god and how he is selfish and how you should be here...and then this song came on the radio right there and then! my body was calmed and i had a realy weird realization...that you were okay now and happy and that this is no ones fault! i knew you wer there and telling me everyhting would be okay! i talk to you alot and i hope your ass can hear me... i still need you and so do many other people! not a day goes by when i dont think about you! i think i might jsut give your mom a call andtell her hi! hey...and up there blake... you dont have to worry about getting any tickets for being nude in public...hahaha you crazy naked mountain man...always stripping! hahaha i wont forget when we played strip hacky sack and you though it was such a good idea...or when we snuck into your neighors and hot tubbed and you always went nude... or you running around in the snow and your garage butt ass naked in the middle of winter! but here are the lyrics for you and everyone else just incase you forgot...which i dought...! I love you blake and you will always always be in my heart!

She’s a good girl, she loves her mum
Love Jesus and America too
She’s a good girl, she’s crazy about Elvis
Loves horses, and her boyfriend too

It’s a long day, livin’ in Reseda
There’s a freeway running thru’ the yard
I’m a bad boy, ‘cos I don’t even miss her
And I’m a bad boy for breaking her heart.

Yeah I’m freeeeee
Free fallin’ (Fallin’)
Yeah I’m free yeah
Free fallin’ (falling)

All the vampries, walkin’ through the valley
Move west down Ventura boulevard
All the bad boys are standing in the shadows,
And the good girls, they’re home with broken hearts

Yeah I’m freeeeee
I’m free fallin’ (Fallin’)
Yeah I’m free yeah
Free fallin’

Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…
Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a.

I wanna glide down over Mulholland
I wanna write her name in the sky
I’m gonna free fall out into nothing
Gonna leave this world for a while

And I’m free
(Falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Free Fallin’ (Fallin’)
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Yeah I’m free
(Falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Free Fallin’
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)

Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…
Yeah I’m free
Free Fallin’ (Fallin’)
Oh
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Free fallin’
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
I’m free
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Free fallin’
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
(Free falling I’m a free falling I’m a…)
Free fallin’
Ashley Prior
14 Jun 2007, 01:57
oh ya... happy birthday blake...fuck yes 20! 1 year untill 21...i know you are here and i feel you sometimes...especialy right now! i will make a cake for you today...and i guess i will eat it too if it turns out...i will think about you lots and i will extra hard today! love you
xoxoxoxoxo
Brandon
14 Jun 2007, 09:25
Happy Birthday dude :)
cayla beth magana
14 Jun 2007, 10:48
hey judd. i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday. i wish you were here so bad!!! god. you have no idea. i miss you so much more than u probably ever thought i would. we didnt even get to party for your twenty first birthday you ass!!! :( i know youre in a better place though. so i hope you can hear me and everyone else that wants to tell you anything. your mom called me the other day just to talk about you. it hurts. everyday. i still cant even believe what happened....i was just hanging out with you. that night. and it still hasnt hit me. i dont think it ever will. sometimes i have these horrible stressed out days and wish u were here to tell me how everything will be ok like you always did. :) ugh. your moms having a little get together up in sandpoint and of course im not gonna be there cuz im here in cali. damnit. i wish i was tho. but i know u will be able to be there in some way. i just want you to know we all fkn miss you so much. i can still remember us hangin out like it was yesterday. even though the last time i saw you was january 18. its been a while. about 5 months.i wish i could bring back time. i just keep telling myself everything happens for a reason. but sometimes that just doesnt help me, and im sure sometimes it doesnt help anyone else. your mom definitely misses you judd. we all do. maybe u didnt think we would. but i swear, somedays its so fkn hard to even accept what has happened. after all the good times weve had, i just wish we could be having more like we all planned to this summer. well, i know youre with us everyday. but i hope you can hear us all tellin ya happy birthday :)miss you SO MUCH! later.
Dad
14 Jun 2007, 11:43
Hey Kid; Happy Birthday, big 20. I hope things are going great up there. I am sending Sally for your birthday, perhaps you felt her pain last night. I will bury her next to your rock & take care of my little squeaky for me. I love you. dad
Mom
20 Jun 2007, 13:39
I read this poem today and it made me think of you.

AND YOUR TEARS FALL SOFTLY

Your heart is aching, yet you wake up to live another day.
Putting one foot in front of the other, you yearn to go back in time.
There is quiet where there used to be laughter,
And your tears fall softly.

An empty place at the table,
A phone call that no longer needs to be made.
But their presence is larger than ever now.
Their spirit fills the room. A smile touches your lips,
And your tears fall softly.

We don’t see them, but we feel their love.
And it’s when you listen closely that you hear their eternal message.
It sometimes takes you by surprise.
They step up behind you, kiss your hair, whisper gently in your ear,
And your tears fall softly.

Let your tears fall softly, then take a moment to sit back
and listen to the sweet silence.
The one whose smile and laughter you miss so much
has just spoken to your heart,
“I will always love you.”

author unknown
Brett T. Peterson
24 Jun 2007, 19:19
Blake, I know you've been having fun with Squeaky the last week or two, but Gracie needs some TLC. dad
Brett T. Peterson
25 Jun 2007, 11:09
Blake, Gracie did get out a little this weekend, but I heard her singing, "Ain't no sunshine when she's gone". She doesn't like chasing squirrels much with out Sally running shotgun. Dad
Caryn, Boo, and Jake
30 Jun 2007, 22:19
Blake -
Sorry to hear about Squeaky. I know your love of dogs because I have that feeling too. I don't have any respect for people who don't have a love for dogs. In my first email I told you that all dogs go to Heaven and I know Squeaky is with you. I still think about your mom and I never want to feel that pain of losing a child and Brett is having a difficult time with this too because he loved you so much. I sent dog treats without knowing that Squeaky was gone. But she is with you now and we know she is and love is everlasting! We sent pressed flowers of your funeral to dad for Father's Day. We think of you everyday while listening to your voice and looking at your pictures.

Love Caryn
P.S. Is the sky really blue? Are crackers just as declious there as they are here?

Brother -
There isn't a day that passes in which I do not think of you; you're always here to me. To be sure, I have placed many memories around my house so that you can be there with me. Do you remember your rock that I wanted as a kid? It is on my nightstand; it's the constant reminder before falling into slumber. Also, your racing medal and A.A. token to remind me of your many successes even in the face of challenge and hardship, and a pocket knife to remind me of your passions... all of which are in my home. Lasly, there are framed flowers from your funeral on my desk and then you will always be here - you're welcome in my home always. I love you, brother, and beam forever!
Jake

Blake -
Everybody loves you; I hope you know it's true... including me. I think about all the good memories. Sometimes it feels like we've lost it all... I'm going to really miss you along with everybody else. I remember when you used to make me laugh through laughter and tears and chance and cheers!
Love Bailey

cayla beth magana
06 Jul 2007, 20:09
judd, hey you. the other night i had a dream about you. i had a dream that amy and i saw these new born puppies sleeping in this nest type of bed on the street, and we ended up being at your house. and when we walked in we saw you walking around talking on the phone with somebody and her and i see those puppies sitting in your kitchen! lol so you saved them! i thought it was so cute cuz thats something im sure you would have done. the dream seemed so real that when i woke up in the middle of the night i reached for my phone to text you and tell you about it, but then realized i couldnt. when i actually woke up a few hours later it hurt even more to snap into reality. i have your picture..and the necklace your mom made me with some of your remains sittin on a stand in my room. so i know youre here in some way. but i wish i could talk to you. especially when im down. you were always there to try to make me feel better. but anyway, i miss you, and maybe dreaming of you is one of gods ways to let me see you again!love and miss you judd!!
Aunt Dorothy
24 Jul 2007, 11:24
Buns, Hey! I've been thinking about you a lot. I do every day. I miss you. This morning my power was acting funny . . . flickering and stuff. It was you wasn't it, ya little coyote. Come back. I love you.

Aunt Dorothy
Aunt Dorothy
24 Jul 2007, 14:09
Ya'at'eeh! White Boy, may you be well on your journey take care and keep a happy spirit. Listen for my prayers on the wind. Feel my dance steps on Mother Earth.

Ha go naa'
cayla
29 Jul 2007, 00:56
i fkn miss you. its so different without u....seriously. i wish u could be here!! grrrr. im sure u see everything thats going on...but. its not the same. A LOT has changed. just wish u were here to see it. love yaaaa!!
mom
31 Jul 2007, 08:28
i miss you and i miss you and i miss you.........
cayla magana
06 Aug 2007, 21:53
hey juddddd...i miss ya! there are some things goin on down here that you would never believe...i wish u were here!! everyday. i cant get over it. ive been hangin out with your mom....helpin her decorate the new place. you would love it. anyway...miss you!! xoxoxo
Jillian Nelson
21 Aug 2007, 02:58
Blake buddy, I miss you everyday! There is always something that happens that makes me thing of you! I wish you were still around! I miss your smiling face and your obnoxiousness! You were most definately one of a kind!
Dad
22 Aug 2007, 06:14
Blake, Don't forget your moms birthday today. Perhaps you could help her with her yard. Love dad
cayla magana
04 Sep 2007, 14:26
Just heard a song that made me think of you. That happens everyday...but thought id tell ya i miss ya. love ya. xoxoxo~cayla beth
Aunt Dorothy
03 Oct 2007, 08:50
I miss you baby and I love you.

Aunt Dorothy
Brett Peterson
03 Oct 2007, 19:01
Hey Blake, Went hunting last week with Darin & Brooks, was a little boring without you there. I could tell you & squeaky stopped by, as a stick was left by my door with the end chewed off. Love you, Dad
Cayla Magana
04 Oct 2007, 13:56
Hey Judd. Its has been hard lately for some reason. Well i guess cuz the time of the year. Im having a halloween party....and it sucks so bad that youre not here. I can still remember you me and Amy setting up for our party last year. Some of our halloween things are still with your mom. Everyone has been thinkin about you a lot lately. We all miss you so much. I know youll be here tho. I saw someone wearing those tan coveralls. lol it made me think of you. :) Love ya! miss you. xoxo.
your little cousen Allie
25 Oct 2007, 18:11
Dear,Blake Imiss you like crasy. at your funiroll I cried so hard. also while I was writing this I strted to crie. every ones missing you up in sand point because its about Holloween one of your faveret days. I wish I could bring you back. I wish Icould of done something. My mom misses you like craisy.I think about you all the time,but if I start to think about you to hard I start to cry. I love you so much.
love,your little cousin Allie
P.S. im in 5th grade.
Allie
25 Oct 2007, 18:16
Blake I miss you and i wish i had atime machine. if i did id of stoped you.
shyla jones (cousin)
25 Oct 2007, 18:49
hey blake. i miss you. i wish you were here. we all wish youd come home. there will all ways be a place for you here.
Mom
29 Oct 2007, 12:38
I think about you everyday and miss you so bad.
cayla
30 Oct 2007, 18:49
Hey you. We had a halloween party here at my place....and it just trips me out..to think of how its already been a year since we threw our party. It seems like it was yesterday. I know u were watching the whole party and were here...but..I wish u were really here damnit. Miss ya! Love ya.
cayla magana ;)
31 Oct 2007, 14:49
Hello again...Its halloween and I cant even believe its already been a year since our party! Wtf! We had so much fun that night. And u and I were the last ones awake. Cuz we partied hard and strong! hehe. I wish u were here! I know you knew I was upset a lot about everything I have gone through the past year and a half...and u were always there for me tryin to cheer me up...well I want ya to know I am a lot happier now. I have been having a lot of fun lately...but i wish u were here to have fun too!! Thank you for always being there for me! Love and miss ya..happy halloween judd!!!!! XOXOXOXOXO
dad
23 Nov 2007, 08:19
Hey Blake, Happy Thanksgiving & thanks for stopping by Wednesday night. love dad
Mom
29 Nov 2007, 08:43
Blake, I bet you never would have guessed that you would have a baby named after you and he is so perfect!!! Welcome to the world Preston Blake Kessler.
Jentry
29 Nov 2007, 22:01
Hi Blake, I was just looking through some pictures and saw some of u,jaret and i when you stayed with us in boise and it made me think of u. I wish i would have spent more time with u when u came back here for a couple months. O ya and i think its really sweet robby named his baby after you !
cayla beth
02 Dec 2007, 03:23
Hey Judd. Amy and Rob had their baby...as you already know cuz I know u were there! And always are! Preston Blake Kessler. Yeah baby! Im sure you're so stoked about it. :) If it wasn't for you Blake, they woulda never met, they woulda never dated, and this baby wouldnt be here. Its crazy. I wish u were here with us tho! On January 18 and 19 your mom, amy, rob, laya, derek and I are gonna go to the hot springs so we can be together and do something fun in memory of ya. I know that this time last year we were spending everyday together and I wish we could again! Ugh its so lame. But I know you're in a better place and I will see you when its time. It will be awesome to see you! :) Well, keep an eye out for everyone...especially the new baby boy! love you. miss ya. xoxo.
cayla beth
25 Dec 2007, 02:46
MERRY CHRISTMAS JUDD. MISS YOU AND WISH U WERE HERE DAMNIT! WE WILL ALL BE IN SUNVALLEY ON JAN 18TH FOR YA INSTEAD OF THE HOT SPRINGS. WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AND YOULL BE THERE! :) LOVE YOU.
dad
25 Dec 2007, 08:38
Merry Xmas bud. love dad
Bro
25 Dec 2007, 19:57
Happy Christmas, Blake! I love you.
Kaysie
01 Jan 2008, 20:52
Happy New Year Blake. It's not the same here without you. We all miss you. Love Kays.
Dallas Traeger
17 Jan 2008, 11:19
Hi, Blake. We never met you, but we have heard a lot about you from your dad. We know that he and your mom miss you very very much, and they will be thinking a lot about you at this time. Love, your cousins, Dallas, Willie & Austin.
Bro
17 Jan 2008, 19:30
Blake, it's been 1 year. I changed your photo on the main page; we're still remembering you - sharing stories, photos, and memories. Tomorrow mom and dad will need comfort - be with them.

Love you,
Jake
Dorothy Prophet
18 Jan 2008, 07:44
Hey Blake, a year has gone by and we still hurt like it was yesterday. Your mom misses you so much; reach out and give her a hug and a kiss, she needs it. You have had such an impact on my life. Because of you, I don't take much for granted. Because of you I try to live each day fuller, better, more positive. I am a better mom to my kids because of you- thank you- you are missed and loved!
Jentry
18 Jan 2008, 11:52
Blake I cant believe it has already been a year. The last time I talked to you it was about 2 months before it was your time to go. Today is Kieth's birthday and celebrating it will always make me think of ya. I was just in Sun Valley visiting. It reminded me of the time when I still lived there and you,robby,and i drove his truck up warm springs. I accidentally slammed your thumb in the car door and you were so brave and calm about it i thought you were just joking. I will never forget that look on your face, I would have been screaming but not you. You were a pretty tough guy Blake and so full of live ! I really hope the best for your mom and the rest of your family , especially during this time. Always remember how much you were loved and will be missed. I wish you were still here, you could always make me smile.

love ya Blake ,
Jentry
cayla magana and amy spinney
18 Jan 2008, 19:52
-Blake, I dont even know what to say, but I saw you exactly a year ago today and what happened that night changed how I look at life. We had some good times and all I can say is Ill always miss you and hangin out with you. I know you have all the answers that we all always wonder. Love ya and miss ya, and here's a drink to you!
`love cayla "miss beth"

-blake i cant believe its been one year today. everyone misses you so much. i hope that you know we all love you.. all of us got together today and had a drink for you. cayla came up here to stay with robby and i. we all love you soooo much..
`love amy
Kessssssler... Bubba..Celantro aka Kolp
18 Jan 2008, 20:36
Hey there stud. Well were out here in the home land bringin up ol' stories and just missin ya man. Missin the times out Muldoon and Slaughter. Makin out own trails. ;) You were the high light of everything. Just there to have a good ol time. Miss hearing ya laugh and your good ol smile. Well we all wish ya well buddy. Love ya man. Rob, Theran, Casey, BEJ RIP - TRS CREW
dad
19 Jan 2008, 10:22
Hey Boy, Miss ya & I know you know what I'm thinking.....One year and nothing changed. bp
Deborah
19 Jan 2008, 20:55
Dear Blake,

It has been a tough year without you. Your dad has the thickest skin of any human, but the sadness of your loss is clearly evident with each passing day.
He lights up when ever he has a story about you. You were truly a light in his life. Your Christmas stocking still hangs on the boys' door. Your smile and laugh are a vivid memory of mine. You can't believe the frustration in the term "turning back the hands of time"
Our only saving grace is that you are at peace and that you are with Sally
mom
22 Jan 2008, 10:12
hi honey, i miss you so bad, you are always on my mind. i hope things are good up in heaven and i know i will see you again soon, as our time on earth is only temporary....love you mom
Casey and Hannah
25 Jan 2008, 19:17
Hey Blake,
We went to a Brad Paisley Concert last night and he played "When I get Where I'm Going." It made us think of you. Missin you down here!
love ya boy
Jessica
01 Feb 2008, 11:32
Hey Blake I got to thinking about you today and thought I would get on here and say Hello!! I miss you alot. You are an awesome person. You are missed and very much loved here!!
Hali B.
12 Feb 2008, 10:03
Hey blake-ski.
so it has been over a year now. wow this year has gone by quick. it feels like just the other day u, me, and lauren were hanging out down stairs in your house. I still think about you. You will always be that smile i think about that makes my day a little better :] i miss you. we all miss you.
love always,
Hali :]
mom
15 Feb 2008, 21:39
Hi Honey, I miss you each and every day...and have so many regrets that I can see so clearly now....one of my only consolations in this particular life is you...I know you will be waiting for me with your brilliant smile and it makes things seem a little more ok...but god I miss you so very badly
cayla beth
29 May 2008, 14:27
I have been thinkin bout you a lot lately. Miss you. Still cant believe youre gone. And still hurts. Love ya.
Brett Peterson
14 Jun 2008, 07:16
Happy Birthday! The big 21. dad
Jentry
14 Jun 2008, 14:29
Just wishing you a happy birthday. Finally 21 ! Tobad your not down hear to celebrate it. Still wish i would have hungout with you all those times you called me when you lived here in Boise. Thats something I still feel guilty about. miss ya Blake
Jentry
14 Jun 2008, 14:30
Just wishing you a happy birthday. Finally 21 ! Tobad your not down hear to celebrate it. Still wish i would have hungout with you all those times you called me when you lived here in Boise. Thats something I still feel guilty about. miss ya Blake
Jake
14 Jun 2008, 14:37
Happy Birthday, brother! Now you can go to the pub and toast with me.
cayla beth
23 Jun 2008, 14:27
Hey you. Cant believe you weren't here for your 21st bday! Dumb! :( So weird...I called your mom outta nowhere just to see how she was....but she didnt answer it...then calls me back a few days later and said I called her on your bday. Yep. I totally spaced it and forgot your bday. But I just happened to call your mama on June 14!! Craziness.So...Happy birthday friieend! :) I miss ya. I see your old house a lot and it makes me just wanna walk in and open the door and pick ya up for our usual lunch before work. I miss Amy and Robby too. :( Just not the same here. Oh and my mom keeps tellin me I smell good and its that sweet pea stuff ya bought. lol. Love ya
Laya
03 Aug 2008, 13:34
I just wanted to say hey, because it's been a long time since I've come on here or anything. I haven't forgotton...I never will, and I know you know that!
Jillian Nelson
10 Nov 2008, 21:57
I miss you Blakie... I was thinking about you earlier today. The way you were always so goofy... You always made me laugh... I miss you so much! You were like another little brother to me! I miss the practical jokes and just you in general... Remember at Jakes B-day party when we filled up water balloons and he wouldn't come out of his room cause he knew something was going on so we went in his room and soaked him anyway... that was hilarious! I know your around but, it's just not the same! I wish you were here!
heather
17 Dec 2008, 08:43
Hey Blake its been awhile was thinking about you today. miss ya tons... cant believe your 21.. almost 22.. getting up there lol. love ya wish you were here..
Francesca Leblanc
08 Jan 2009, 20:32
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08 Jan 2009, 20:33
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10 Jan 2009, 09:29
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10 Jan 2009, 09:30
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Kaysie Bruno
17 Jan 2009, 08:41
Hey Blake. Just thinking of you. Random thoughts of you come up EVERYWHERE!! It still hurts, but then some thought or memory always makes me smile through the tears. Love you. Vindictive Marie.

P.S. Cats rule.
Brett Peterson
18 Jan 2009, 06:55
Hey Blake, Just thinking of you, and wondering what you're up to. Dad
Deb
18 Jan 2009, 16:09
Dear Blake,

Sadness is all around today. I wish you were here. I hate that you are gone.
There is a empty hole in your dad's heart that none of us can fill.

Love Deb
bailey
18 Jan 2009, 21:11
hey, Blake i miss you a lot i always thought we were pretty close even though we fought a lot. i will truley miss that big goofy grin you always seemed to have on your face it always seemed to brighten up the room! ha ha good memories <3 u are terribly missed by every one down here.i still cant beleive you are gone well i love you always love bailey!!
bailey
18 Jan 2009, 21:12
hey, Blake i miss you a lot i always thought we were pretty close even though we fought a lot. i will truley miss that big goofy grin you always seemed to have on your face it always seemed to brighten up the room! ha ha good memories <3 u are terribly missed by every one down here.i still cant beleive you are gone well i love you always love bailey!!
Caryn Jones
18 Jan 2009, 22:25
Dear Blake,
Just wanted to check in and say hi. Do you know how sometimes there are times in the world when you don't have to worry about some people? I think that about you. I feel this awesome feeling that you are doing great things. I can just see you chilling by a campfire with the great all mighty shooting the breeze and that's how it should be. I don't ask for much, but just something simple. Be closeby for your mom and dad and family and friends. These next few days will be tough for them. Shine on as always,

Caryn Jones
From us
22 Jan 2009, 22:26
There is grandeur in this view of life,with its several powers,having been originally breathed into a few forms or into one;and that,whilst this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed law of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and most wonderful have been, and are being , evolved.
Dorothy Prophet
23 Jan 2009, 04:42
Hey Blake- been thingking of you. I wish you were here so I could tell you in person what a great help you are to me. I learned so much from you and you have made such a difference in my life and the lives of my kids. Your mom misses you so much- I know you watch over her- give her special hugs and kisses from heaven this week, ok?
your cousin Allie Jones
10 Feb 2009, 15:36
Hey Blake, its Allie we got two new puppies and i started thinking of sally you would of love the puppy's there names are maverick and wyatt. maverick has anger issues but hes getting better hes very sneaky and is never mellow. wyatt is cleaver and very calm hes a little bit smaller than maverick but i think that's because maverick has more fur and wyatt has a rat face its really odd you would love them. my mom hung your light house work photo picture thing up by the stair case and every time i walk up stairs to my room i see you and say good night. my friends think its wierd for me to talk to a picture but its really not. i love you and if i had one wish i would wish the breath back into your body and i would wish you would stay alive at least until you turned 100. my dad misses you and every time i bring you up he clams up and doesn't talk for a wile. we moved form the ranch and are livin by the old house you know the pink one. we got two fish tanks one wiith big fish and one with little fish. me and shyla don't fight so much any more well not as much as we used to.I love you and miss you. LOVE YOUR COUSIN ... ALLIE
caryn jones
16 Mar 2009, 20:46
Hi blake, its almost, kaysie's big 26. Wish Your big Sis a Happy Birthday! Jake, Kaysie,and now almost grown little bailey, love you so much! We all think of you in our daily thoughts.love you as always Family, and loved ones.
Mom
19 May 2009, 14:17
Hi honey I have been thinking of you alot and everyday. I miss you so bad. I wish I could talk to you and hug you. I love you.
caryn
03 Jun 2009, 21:03
Hey Blake, just wanted to check in and wish you a happy early birthday. The big 22. We think of you often,some silly story, that comes to mind.I hope that you were with your mama, on Mothers day. these are tough times ,and she needs to feel your love.Fathers day is right around the corner too. SO stay close to Dad, that day .will ya? love C.
Dad
15 Jun 2009, 08:31
Happy Birthday!
Aunt Dorothy
15 Jun 2009, 12:32
Happy Birthday, I thought about you all day yesterday. I tried to call your Mom. She's in Alaska now, I know you are with her too living up all of your dreams. The two of you have caught some pretty big fish and crab, wholly molly. I love you and miss you extra bad. Hope your 22nd was fun.
Rod Brown
07 Sep 2009, 14:51
Blake,
I know it's been a while since I've written on here, but that doesn't mean you haven't been in my thoughts. I miss you. Sometimes it seems weird to rationalize it to myself being that I hadn't seen you in so long before that fateful day, but I finally realized it doesn't have to be rationalized. You were a great friend for years and just because we weren't close towards the end does not mean I didn't still love you like a brother. I looked at all the things your brother posted on this website today and I stumbled upon your "Types of Students" paper that you must have written years ago. It was so nice to hear your thoughts. You were such an honest person; you just said it like it was—a characteristic that can surely be envied. I was, however, sort of shocked to see my name come up under "class nerd" but I guess I shouldn't have been. I would normally take that as an insult, but coming from you, I know you meant well and am glad I could provide you with any nerdy insight you so sought. Most of all, I am honored that you thought of me as a great friend, just as I did you.

I miss you buddy.

I give my deepest support to Michelle, Brett, Jake and the rest of your family and friends. I miss being a part of that family as much as I miss you and I know they need all the love and support they can get. I'm always thinking of you guys.
Mom
25 Dec 2009, 22:23
Blake, Merry Christmas Honey, I miss you so bad and think of you every single day and wish you were her so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you honey, but I just wish I could talk to you......I miss you
Mom
25 Dec 2009, 22:24
Blake, Merry Christmas Honey, I miss you so bad and think of you every single day and wish you were her so bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you honey, but I just wish I could talk to you......I miss you
mom
25 Dec 2009, 23:20
Rod, Thank you so much. I know how much fun Blake had going to your house and you were such a good friend... I miss him so bad....it helps to know his friends do too..in some way....thank you for remembering him Rod...I really love you for that.. :)
Deb
31 Dec 2009, 07:09
Blake,

I have been thinking about you a lot lately. Cheston still has your christmas stocking out in his room.
He has never taken it down.
I know you would would have been good friends with Coleton and Cheston. We talked about you the other day, how we wish you were here. I can't imagine the pain that Brett and Michelle feel.

Dear Brett and Michelle. My heart goes out to both of you. I know your pain is extreme. I know there are no words or actions that can take your pain away. I only know your burden is heavy and I am sorry that is part of your lives.

With Love and Compassion, Deborah
Deborah
18 Jan 2010, 17:44
Dear Blake,

We all miss you. We talked about you a lot this past week. Brett talked about your adventurous cruise.
You must have had a great time!! I am so grateful you
had that experience.
I wish you were here.

Love Deb
Cayla
18 Jan 2010, 20:49
Hey Blake! You are still very missed after these 3 years! And we will always think about you!!!
Michelle Tonnancour
21 Jan 2010, 22:17
I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I keep regretting the last time I saw you at grampa nicols and blew you off for a party. I always thought we would have more time. Its one of my greatest mistakes. But on a positive note, I think this year I'm ready to make a trip to Herd lake and as soon as the snow melts I will make the trip up there I promise. Maybe I will catch a glimpse of you and grampa Jimmy.
Cheston
24 Jan 2010, 00:12
Hey Blake its cheston i just want you to no i miss you alot and wish you were here to play in the snow with me and Graice. I still have your socking up from the last christmas i saw you. I havent been on your page for awhile because i no i always end up in the same place, up at 3 in the morning crying and trying to read all the messages from the people that love you. Love and miss you lots
-Cheston
Brett Theodore Peterson
28 Jan 2010, 08:38
Blake, Deb & I went on the same cruise las week, that we did year ago. As much fun as you had I think Brooks may hay topped it. dad
Heather
02 Feb 2010, 23:35
Hey Blake its been awhile.. still miss you tons.. I remember how much fun we had when i would come up to visit you and jake..and talking to ya on the phone. it was good times.. anyways still thinking about ya and wishing you were still around.. love ya you goofy kid :)
bailey
06 Mar 2010, 14:33
hey blake just thinking of you!! all the great memories i miss you sooo much everyone does please look down on your friends and family once in a while you are missed by everyone love ya :]

love bailey
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